I wield my pen wishing to shower delight!
Alas! I know not,reason-but only agony beget!
My pen sharper than a sword
To cut the hearts of none but my own...

While I wield my pen..I wish to be sharper,happier & warmer..
Lo! it turned always to be Sadder!

I knelt be'fore the caged beasts& birds..
& Offered 'em none but a smile:
A human like expression
Is that I found in "em!
as I proceeded....

Oh! Gave blood & sweat to
Thee O' Men!
& You Fret & Fume at me in return?

While feelings in beasts
Can we Ken,
Where are those in Men?
Beasts & Birds 're thy Friends
Then why for get we fiend?

Rock!!Rock! Rock!!!

Men call me as hard as hard could be.
Oh! I suppose you look deep into me
To know ,I have feelings too,
And Would like to live like you!

For as you men tramp me,
Every nerve Cramps.
My Agony Craves to interrogate " won't you Tardy?
Accepting your Tread. I'm
Hastening away from human Clattery..

In vain as I still be trampled under your feet to melt...
Still you call me as hard as a Rock?
Who's hard?We the Rocks......Or....?.

On the verge of losing hope in life
Two tender hands caressed me..
assuring me of the Warmth..

A gentle smile re-entered my face...
And Ah !displayed elation on & on...
Enraptured by the Care given forth!

Alas! t'was hard to realize ,it's a mere dream !
And it's as short lived as a bubble !!
As the Care's just.... just too superficial!!!!

To be attached or may I be detached?
A conflict popping up my mind.
Can another shock be taken forth?

The Church Bells tolled Six:
Awakening a maddening thought of parting with you.
Through the Window saw I
the Ebb & Flow lamenting your departure!
Desired to Walk On Shore...
To take solace in the Gurgling Foam...
Hardly realizing ,I'm Crippled!